NO SECRET SO CLOSE is the story of a the most unthinkable betrayal humanly possible — at only 24 years old, Claire Dorotik’s father has been murdered, her mother arrested, and now, in a sinister twist of fate, Claire’s mother points the finger at Claire, accusing her of killing her own father. Battling the feelings of loss, abandonment, terror, and dissociation, and also learning about them, Claire struggles to stay in her master’s program for psychotherapy. However, when Claire’s brothers also betray her and side with her mother, Claire is left all alone to care for the 18 horses she and her mother owned. As the story unfolds, what is revealed is the horses’ amazing capacity for empathy in the face of human trauma, and the almost psychic ability to provide the author with what had been taken from her. Arising from these horrifying circumstances, the most unthinkable heroes — the horses — show Claire that life is still worth living.
Excerpt #31 from NO SECRET SO CLOSE:
I looked behind me — what the hell is spooking you? But there was nothing there. Kiaz was looking right at me. “It’s just me, pal.” I kept my hand out and stepped toward him again.
He backed up and snorted again.
I held the halter out toward him. “Come on, I just want to put the halter on. What’s wrong? It’s just me, pal!”
His eyes fixed on me, it was clear he wasn’t going to let me near him.
“Why don’t you believe me? I’m fine.” I moved toward him again.
He continued backward, and didn’t stop.
I followed him. “I’m fine, really.”
He was shaking with fear now.
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